We live in a world of depression.

Not much of this is going to make sense at all but my point is, just think before you speak...
I've been meaning to write about this for ages, I can just never think of the right words.  Recently there's been a lot of media coverage on Amanda Todd, a girl who was supposedly led to make a couple of mistakes in her life, which then caused her to become bullied and eventually push her over the edge and commit suicide.
Some people are adamant she did it for attention, or that she deserved the bullying because she acted like a "Whore". Put yourself in her shoes... No matter what she did or said, there was always going to be someone making things worse for her or never letting it go. She knew no matter what she said non of this would ever go away. She called out for help and got the exact opposite in return.
Some people will say it's not bullying, that she got what apparently deserved. But it is bullying, not everyone can physically cope with name calling, talking behind backs and dirty looks, I know, I've been there almost all my life. People go on sooo much about everyone deserving a second chance, but then go back on themselves and tear someone to shreds over something that has nothing to do with them.
Even if you simply tell someone they're fat or stupid, that comment can stay with them for a very long time, and every time it's said the wall of confidence they have slowly gets broken down, word by word, action by action.
So many people from such a young generation are severely depressed these days, not just from bullying, nothing at all could have happened for depression to occur, and half the time, it's almost unrecognisable!
I think the worse thing about the whole situation is it's not taken seriously. You can't be depressed if you have a goof life and friends, only if you're an "emo" or "goth". I can not fathom my hatred for people who call on suicide or even suffering with depression as stupid or attention seeking. If it is attention seeking, does it not concern you that their may be a reasoning behind it? What if this "attention seeker" is having problems at home, and acts out because of it, or just does it because they feel lonely and need a little love? We are all amazingly talented at just assuming what we want to assume, because it's too much effort to look into it.
I'm writing about this because I know what it feels like to not want to be here, to feel lonely and as if you never want to face the world again.
When people see me and think of who I am, the normal response I get when I ask is " She's always happy and enthusiastic" well the truth is, I'm not. There are so many others out there who are expected to deal with day to day life and simply can't, they have no help and support, no one to turn to, no one that truly understands them or how they feel, mainly because they don't know themselves.
The reason behind all this is because the past week, I've heard and seen so many comments and thoughts on suicide, and all of them I came across had to be the most ignorant things I've ever heard. I'm not judging the people who generally don't understand, rather than the ones who choose not to because they think they know everything about anything.
Everybody has a story that's impossible to be understood by others, that story could be their life. Don't judge and hate, for your sake and theirs.
Maybe next time when you have a comment, research into what you're saying, because you have no idea how much it can affect someone.

 

25 is a pretty decent number.

I'm really bored and I haven't blogged in forever!
So I thought I'd " interest" you all with 25 strange things you may not know about me :D
1. I don't like being in lifts with other people, it creeps me out.
2. Before I go to sleep, all the doors in the house must be shut.
3. I don't like the dark, I'm not terrified though *cough*
4. If there is one measly fly around me, I feel like I'm covered in insects and they're crawling all over me.
5. I'm ticklish like everywhere, but some times, I'm not ticklish at all?
6. Unless I have my mind set on sharing food, I don't like people taking food off my plate, it irritates me greatly.
7.I don't like things to be messy, tidying is like a stress relief for me.
8. I have to sleep on the right hand side of a double bed, or if I'm sleeping out, on the right side of the person I'm next too, otherwise I have trouble sleeping.
9. I like the fact that I'm smaller than most people, it makes me feel cute :P
10. No one touches my fringe. Ever. It's mine and is only to be caressed by me.
11. I can't look into my eyes through a mirror, like fully stare at my self, it creeps me out!
12. I genuinely think I'm hilarious even though I know I'm not. I laugh at my own jokes, that's all that matters! :P
13. I don't like people breathing on me, makes me cringe!
14.I have two rabbits.... I'm allergic to rabbits.
15.I hate pink. But have many items of that colour...
16. I am a MASSIVE child. Teddies everywhere. I could sit and watch disney channel all day.
17.When I was little, my mum had a necklace with a tiny gold clam shell on the end that could open. I used to open it, sing into it and pretend I was Ariel from the little mermaid having my voice taken away from me.
18. I love it when people smell nice. Makes me happy inside.
19. I don't like it when people are really really hairy, makes me think they're unclean..
20. I can't eat more than half a 5 piece bar of chocolate at once, it makes me feel sick.
21. I really hate quite a few music artists of today, but I still put some of their music on my Ipod.
22. I have the attention span of a cat.
23. I don't mind being sick, as in throwing up. It doesn't phase me at all, probably because I'm used to it by now though....
24. One time, I had a turkey and chocolate spread sandwich and it tasted good.
25. I like to write pointless blogs that not many are interested in as it cures my boredom :D

If the definition of beauty gets any thinner, no one will fit.

I am a fan of the "dreaded" show " Geordie shore ". I know, I'm ashamed ahaha. I recently liked their page on facebook and saw on my news feed that they had uploaded individual photos from series three "Chaos in Cancun".
These photo's were of the cast by them self. As always you're going to get people who think someone's amazing beautiful and those who think the same person should put a paper bag over their head. Fair enough. Everyone is entitled to an opinion. What really got to me is what people were actually saying.
Vicky Pattison is a pretty looking girl, have a look for yourself...

These were the only un-photoshopped photos I could find of her. Getting back to the point! The people commenting on the airbrushed, thinned out photos of her were calling her fat! I mean in the photo on the right hand side, she must be what a size twelve or ten?
What I see there is a normal sized curvy girl. Not a girl who is "fat" in anyway shape or form. I'm that size, and yes sometimes I wish I was thinner, we all do. But I'm still proud to be the size I am, simply for the fact that I wouldn't be able to put myself through obsessing over my size, weighing myself everyday and counting the calories as I eat. It's society and people that have nothing else to do but label others, that lower our self esteem and make us the wreck we are today. Before any of my readers start having a go at me like they did last time, let me just point out that I am NOT in anyway shape or form aiming this at the people who can't help their size or who have weight issues due to family/life problems. This is about the magazines and TV shows, that portrays images of all these "thin and beautiful" people who are nothing more than airbrushed images. They don't look like that in real life. People now think girls are meant to look like that to look good, people think it's okay to label others as fat or ugly because they're not a size 8 and below.
I was watching a Britain's next top model this morning for some unknown reason....
They were eliminating 1 model from the competition. During the judging before the decision was made, one of the models was told she needed to lose weight. Her collar bone was already showing through like a miniature soup bowl and her legs looked like they could snap at any moment....
Pretty sure the top of my legs touch when I stand with them together, no metre gap between them...

                   Is this really attractive on girls who force them self to become that way?... :/
Models are meant to these beautiful, graceful people who advertise clothing, perfume, make up, hair or whatever not calorie obsessed girls or boys who push the image out there that being unhealthily thin is okay.
Kate Moss is a primary bad example to girls everywhere. She produced t-shirts with the slogan on " Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels." It really says it all doesn't it?!
Stuff like this...

causes actions like these....

Personally I think those who wish for the bone-thin look should take a page from marilyn monroe's book...

Hope you enjoyed :)

7 months a little too late.

So as many of you may know, I've been really ill, been through a lot blah blah. Anyway, I've been suffering with depression since November 2011, although I wouldn't admit it too my self. I've lost a lot of weight, although may not be noticeable and quite a few friends as well. I went to the doctors and got referred to the glen acre house, basically a therapy place for people like me, but they mainly focus on young children, even though they deal with people up to the age of 18.
Once I'd been referred, I got a letter through with a behavioural questionnaire, and a message saying I'd been put on a waiting list. This questionnaire consisted of Q's such as; "Does you child share her playtime possessions with other children?"
I couldn't help but laugh. So I decided to battle this shiz on my own. Well, my mum too, and maybe 1 or 2 friends if that.... (yaaaay)
Getting to the point. I got a letter through a day ago, 7 months after this all started, or at least started to have a big impact on my life, so I ripped it up and threw it away. If I got referred in the first place, it must have been bad, so why did it take 7 months? Ridiculous.
The main point of this blog is to say a big FUCK YOU to depression, and an even bigger FY to glen acre house, I'm beating this shiz on my own, I don't need your help, especially if you're not there when I could have used it.
Yes I still have my off days, maybe even off weeks. But I'm a lot stronger than I thought.
haaaaapppy happy happy.
:)

10 easy steps on how to win a guys heart.

Us girls have at least once, been in the situation where we like a guy, but have no idea how to make him like us back. So here's a few tips.

1. After your first date with this guy, make sure you have his number. Just ask him straight up, then text him when you get home, and every hour after that to make sure he knows your thinking about him. If he doesn't reply, it's because he's expecting you to text him even more than that, so switch to once every ten minutes.

2. If you've managed to get to day 3/4 with your prince charming, tell him you love him, and start talking about forever. Gertrude and Patrice, that's what you're going to name your kids. Oh yeah, and your wedding day is on the 8th of August 2012. ( presuming you win the key to his heart before that, if not, just wait a couple of months)

3. Boss him around and accuse him of things! Tell him he isn't allowed to do something, then do it your self! Be extra neat and clean, then when he least expects it....BAM, massive belch in his face.

4. Flirt with his friends and tell him how good looking they are, guys LOVE this. Oh yeah, and make sure he buys you at least one gift a day. Exclaim that you love his muscles and that they remind you of butterflies.

5. One things guys cant stand is a girl being easy.....to figure out. So make him think and twist his words! If he tells you he thinks you look better in that dress in your closet to the one you've got on, assume he's calling you fat and ugly and burst out into tears! 

6. Make him watch the worst chick flick you've ever seen. And then ask him why he's not like the guy in the film! I mean all you ever wanted was someone perfect. But then tell him you love him, and belch in his face again.

7.Constantly check his phone to see who's he's been in contact with! This is a sure thing to make him yours! Ask him if you're not good enough for him and throw a banana in his face! Guy's love banana's ( it's a male thing).

8.Make sure you spend plenty of time with his parents and find out all his embarrassing stories, then when you've got them, tell all his friends! This will make him think that you're interested in his life and want to get to know his friends better, he will then tell you he loves you and will buy you anything you want.

9Expect him to run around after you and complain that he doesn't love you if he doesn't do the things you want! Nothing makes a girl more adorable! Pretend that you're really dumb for attention.

Boy - " Want some parmesan  on your pasta babe?"

Girl - " No thanks, I don't like potatoes..."

nothing could be sexier.

10. If all else fail, beat him senseless with a roll of cellotape  until he's unconscious, throw him in the back of your van and drive away with him. Kidnapping is the best thing for theses situations, he is SURE to be yours forever then. :D

I hope this guide was useful for you girls out there looking for Mr. Right!

:) 

Like my picture so I can live.

Recently on facebook I've seen several different photos of a seriously ill grandmother, starving children, children with cancer and so on. All of these photo's have a heading of " Like if you're against cancer" or "like if you want my grandma to live!"... and my all time favourite " Like if you care about this starving child"
of course people care!
Personally I refuse to like any of them as I think it's sick. Sick and wrong.
The majority of the photos are either disturbing or upsetting. Liking a photo of a skeletal child isn't going to help. If you really want to make a difference, then donate to a charity, raise money or even sponsor a child!
These people posting the photo's don't care about the issue, or care that you may possibly care, they just know people want to come across as nice and will like their photo.
I mean what would you rather do? Sit and watch as you "popularity" goes up? Or actually attempt to do something about the issues you've raised, and of course care so much about.
Why someone would want to post a picture of their gran, or any family member on their deathbed on facebooks for likes I don't know. Nature will run it's course, what's meant to be will be, trust me if stuff like that could save people, I'd have sent a photo of my grandma around the world and back.
Grow up and get real.

Unseen talents?

My friend alice's website for nail art!
Many people have different talents, some more noticeable than others. Well there's this girl I know called Alice who does AMAZING nail art. No she hasn't asked me to do this, but I feel its necessary as she deserves to be seen! Not much of a blog I know but why not have a look at the site?
She can paint your nails for a certain amount ( I think) or she does fake nail sets to give to you, if you use correct nail varnish remover ( which can get rid of nail glue ) you can re-use them over and over again.
Also by reading this blog, it means you now have to click on the link and b r o w s e! Or I will eat you.
OMNOMNOM THE END.
Not quite... heres a taster...

Plenty more where that came from if you click on the link!
http://www.facebook.com/pages/One-Nail-To-Rule-Them-All/264927466912275

Too much conflict.

Recently there's been all the stuff on facebook about Kony and it's turned into something much bigger, people are actually arguing and falling out over what they "think" is true or not. There's been more evidence for the cause than against it. And all the "wise" people that have supposedly done " rresearch" and found that's completley accurate? You haven't. You're ignorant and extremely hypocritical. Fair enough have your opinion and say but when you tell others to "do their research" When you haven't done much of it your self it's kinda crossing the line!
Also, the majority of my friends and people I know are in college. So why, when you're a year or 2 older, do you feel the need to belittle people around you? Fact is, even though you're older, there's a high possibility, we're smarter and a lot more mature. SIMMER DOWN BITCH.

Could take that advice myself to be honest...

Also, there's been someone say some horrible things about the soldiers tonight, or yesterday was it?
Posting status' saying you want to kill him, or he should have this and done to him isn't going to do anything.
Yes I can understand you're mad and you want to show pride for your country. But saying things like that and even following those actions through just makes you just as much of a scumbag as him. You're sinking to his level, so just re-think okay?

Last but not least. R.I.P to the fallen soldiers. But why just pay your respects now someone from your area has been killed? It shouldn't take the closness of where you live to determine your respect for the soldiers. They die serving our country more than once or twice a year. I pay my respect to all those who have fallen. ALL YEAR ROUND.

Kony.

By now you must all be sick and tired of hearing about this guy. Or tired of people shooting down the ones who are sharing the links. The video says that sharing it will help. Giving us the idea that sharing will make him famous, more people will get angry, therefore forcing the government to do something.

Now I understand that people are mad at others for following a facebook "trend" and are just posting the video for likes. The majority of people have watched the video and genuinely think that sharing is caring, like the video leads us to believe.
I know that many people are naive, including my self. And yes unfortunatley due to today's society people have to find something popular to care. Which is why the video spread to facebook for people to care.

Many people have said " Well, what about the other causes?" Well, whether the kony thing is genuine or not, the guy who started the organisation has worked hard to get it where it's at now. Rather than having a go at others because they can't care about every single thing in the world or that they only care about something because it's popular isn't going to get you anywhere. If you're so bothered about other causes, find one and do the best you can to support it, and leave the rest of us to be naive in peace.

It doesn't matter how long people care for, it matters that they took the time to care. It's nice to know that people still have an ounce of care left in them, for someone other than the ones they know.
As someone who does a fair bit of charity work I know how hard it is to get people involved.
No we're not trying to be "Freedom fighters" we're just trying to care, even if it doesn't take any effect.
Now someone tell me that attempting to care is wrong, because it's not. I personally just think it's nice that people are coming together to help rather than hating on each other for once.

You got a fecking problem with people clogging up your news feed? Delete them or hide their posts.
Whats the point in having a go at others for not taking actions and then sitting on your fat arse in front of the computer on facebook eating a bag of doritos. You hypocritical bastards.

It's not just the case of Joseph Kony anymore, it's turned into something much bigger. It's showing us all, that yes this isn't the only injustice going on in the world, and that we should try and help as much as we can within reason, rather that frying our brains with the shite they put on MTV these days.


For all those people not doing anything about "All the other causes" or having a go at others because they're not "correct" or making out as if they're just "attention seeking" ( which I know a few are )

FECK YOU.

Fashion? Why is it so important to label yourself....

There's a massive thing on at the moment about people labelling them self as indie or what ever, you know like people identify some as chavs, sluts, geeks whatever. Now can someone tell me what style or person it makes someone if your dress indie, but then add a chavvy nike bag? act like an emo, but listen to dubstep? wear any old clothes from the charity shop, then an expensive baseball cap thing? I don't get it. I don't get why almost evey boy I see now-a-days feels the need to stretch their ear, smoke weed or wear their one of a kind pants half way down their arse. I'm not saying you cant be a mixture, wear what you want or when you want before you start arguing with me. BUT. It just seems like people feel it's a necessity to fit in/act like/dress like the rest of the crowd? It confuses the hell out of me. 

Personally, I do like most of it, it's tasteful. Maybe people are just bringing in new aspects to labels to get rid of them and allow people just to be free? I don't know.

Another thing I don't like is the concept of stretchers. I like the look of them, I have a few fake ones myself. But why would you want to make a massive hole in your ear? It's not attractive! When your old and your skins all saggy, you're going to be walking around with you ears flapping around in the wind not knowing what's going on!

  hmmm attractive right?

Also. Another thing I can't stand is people who obsess over fashion. Fair enough a love for clothes or a hobby blah blah blah. But when people are like " Why do people buy band tops when they don't even know who the band are" or " wearing vans doesn't make you indie" and " People shouldn't wear this and that it looks awful / why do people follow the crowd... but of course then they'll say, people should be allowed to wear what they want, fashion is freedom".

SHUT THE EFF UP.

You are not a fashion queen, if people want to wear something let them? We don't need your approval and to be quite frank we do not care. 

I would go into so much more detail but I'm tired and just realised most of this probably doesn't make sense. 

WOW. Rant over.

Everybody is good at something...

I've always wanted to be good at something, not saying that I've never been good at anything. But every time I feel as though I'm talented with something  someone else comes along and does it twice as good. Singing, dancing, drawing and even blogging. I feel as though I'm constantly being replaced with the next best thing.
Of course there will always be someone better than you, some one prettier, more brainy and more talented. But it would just be nice for once for me to have my own thing, that I'm good at, without feeling as though I'm in competition...
I've decided that today, even though I'm not the best at one thing, I can be good at little different things and stay hidden in the background. It's not about standing out and getting attention, it's about feeling good doing what you're doing. If you can't sing but love too, you don't stop singing you just don't do it in public...
There's one thing I know I'm good at though. I'm good at being me. I can identify my flaws and what's good about me. I know I'm a good person, or at least try to be and I know I will always have friends there for me when I need them.
I'm pretty sure this blog doesn't make sense. But it's because I don't quite know how to put into words what I to say. My mind is more jumbled up than these words. I'm a very difficult girl to understand and I know that. As I feel I'm a fairly open person.
I'm lucky to be who I am and surrounded by people who appreciate who I am.
You never start of being exceptional at something, you have to work your way towards it. I wish I could follow my own advice.
Thanks for reading my jumbled up non-sense.

25 things that irritate me and 25 things that make me smile. :)

numbers are irritants, ~ are smiles
1. Twitter
~ Jaffa cakes
2. When people use hash tags on facebook
~facebook
3. People who prentend to like you - why not just be straight up?
~when people compliment me
4. Glasses that make your eyes look 100 x bigger - really freaks me out.
~People who are nice for no reason, just because they want to make you smile.
5. Greasy hair - on me and anyone else.
~ organised items, makes me feel peaceful.
6. I don't mind mess, but unclean things annoy me
~animals
7. When people try and state that their hair is natural and you can clearly see the roots.
~ The innocence of a child
8.Girl who post half naked pictures on facebook
~ my friends
9. anyone who duck pouts seriously.
~my family
10. Bee's and wasps. I am scared, I hate the little things.
~ Watching old classic disney films
11. MOTHS.
~ being able to eat loads without getting a "food baby"
12. the bones in fish.
~NANDOS nomnomnom food make de belleh happy.
13.Boys who post pictures of their so called "muscles" on facebook
~ sunsets
14. stuck up people
~christmas
15. when people mess up my organised things, i.e putting things in the wrong place.
~ kind gestures
16. when someone farts and clearly tries to blame someone else, just put your hand up and admit it was you, I do. ;D
~ being able to burp louder than others ( sorry if this is too lady like for you )
17. When people don't pick up their animals poo. ( i secretly hope the people that leave it step in some later.)
~Having the comfort of my teddies when I sleep, call me a child all you like, but fact is I'm still probably a lot more mature than you.
18. People who get found out for doing something wrong and then still lie about it, even when theres evidence.
~looking through photos of good times
19. People who feel the need to vandalise stuff in the parks, no one cares who you think is a badman or a slut, little kids play in there, grow up.
~ finding things that remind me of the past
20. Lethargic people. GET A MOVE ON.
~being accepted as an open person.
21.People who think they know what's best for you, when you know they haven't a clue
~making new friends
22. Bullies.
~ seeing someone stand up for what they believe in
23. The smell of baked beans.
~ singing as loud as I can when everyone's out of the house.
24.people who know they're good at something, but then say they're not, usually for attention
~ people who smell nice, if you smell sexy, i probably will end up following you for a few seconds.
25.them marshmellow earphone things, they never stay in and they aren't comfy.
~Blogging, it gets all my bottled up happiness and anger out and lets me EXPRESS.

100 things to know about me.

1. My name is Toni Leanne Colley.
2. I don't like my name.
3.I bruise easily.
4.I'm bossy.
5. I like my hair
6. I like my eyes.
7. Like most people, I'm very self concious, except I don't like to show it.
8. I'm easy to talk to, as many people have said.
9. I don't like being wrong, if I'm wrong, I'll find a way to be right ;D
10. I'm competitive.
11.I have a glass of chocolate milk almost every day.
12. I hate beans, tomatoes and ketchup.
13. Chocolate makes me feel sick after like 2 pieces and so does really greasy food, I can't eat much of it.
14. I hate the word baby when people use it for their partners.
15. I believe everyone should be treated as equal, different sex's, race's, culture's, different partner preference's, everything. Can't stand the BNP.
16. Although mature when needed, I do enjoy watching disney.
17. I like everything to be organised, colour, size, and name of things.
18. I don't mind a little mess, but if a place isn't clean, I may just cry.
19. If I use public loo's I have to line the seats with toilet paper, you just don't know who's arse has been on there!
20. I hate the colour pink.
21. I'd rather be in loose clothing than fitted.
22. I'd rather wear jeans than skirts and dresses.
23. I'd never tell someone information that I'd be told to keep secret, no matter how close we were. I'd hate it if I told someone something and told them not to tell, and then they said to someone else, oh don't tell anyone but...
24. I'm a charitable person, I like raising money for those who need it, like for Children In Need.
25. I want to pursue to be a primary school teacher or a social worker.
26. I enjoy working with young children.
27. I'm a good listener, if I haven't experience a problem, I'm still good at understanding or fixing them.
28. I think I'm funny, I laugh at my own jokes ;D
29.My immune system is really really crap!
30. I enjoy meeting new people, love making new friends!
31. Spring rolls are my favourite oriental snack!
32. I'd rather play sports than go shopping -.-
33. I believe in Ghosts and Spirits and whatnot...
34. I have a really vivid imagination, scary movies like scream make me laugh, but grudge? woaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, no chance.
35. I'm obsessed with terry's chocolate orange, it's my favourite chocolate!
37. I can eat jaffa cakes like a thirsty dog drinks water.
38. Obsessed with twilight and tigger!!
39. I believe everything happens for a reason.
40. I feel Dr.Suess could make anyone smile when they feel the worlds going to end. So many inspirational sayings.
41. I would never smoke. Never tried it never will, won't judge others for doing it, but never do it myself.
42. I don't ever let anyone touch my fringe, it's mine and it takes a long time to get it into the place I want... Stupid fringe.
43.I'm an emotional person.
44. I'm addicted to Facebook.
45.I never judge a book by it's cover.
46. If I could chose a celeb to marry it would be Russell Howard, Robert Pattinson or Aaron Johnson.
47.I love getting new stationary and books and stuff, everything feels so tidy and neat!
48. I love my pets, got lots of fish, hamsters and rabbits and even though I'm allergic to my rabbits, I still take care of them.
49. You piss me off badly, you will end up injured.
50. I like to blog.
51. I'm pro at dance mat, don't know anyone that can beat me as of yet.
52. I've always wanted blue eyes. They are sexy.
53. I love to cook and bake.
54. Usually I'm a very happy bubbly person in public.
55. I believe I'm mature for my age. Although it may not seem it, I can be.
56. I love to read! :)
57. I tell people straight up what I think of them, I'm not going to pretend to like someone...
58. I cannot stand heavy metal and screamo music.
59. I only like snow around chirstmas time, if it continues into January after Christmas it's fine, but if it starts in Jan, it really can piss off.
60. I've only ever been abroad once, to Spain.
61. I love to watch musicals in the theatre and whatnot.
62. Joseph and the technicoloured dream coat and Wicked are my favourite musicals.
63, I prefer buying people presents, not accepting presents from people.
64. Favourite condiment - MAYONNAISE!
65.I hate to admit it, but I'm a flirt... Don't mind me!
66. If you smell nice, you're automatically in my good book. Assuming your personality is nice of course.
67. For guys, smelling nice automatically makes you more attractive!
68. I cannot stand twitter!
69. If your close enough with me, I will go out of my way to help you.
70. I love to sleep, could sleep for aaaaaaaages! But if you disturb me unnecessarily, you may well die.
71.Don't know if I've said this yet but I'm not religious, although I will celebrate religious events.
72. Can't stand girls who beg for attention on Facebook, I say girls because it's usually them.
73. I'm scared of eating certain fish, small bones in them I may choke on.
74. I work for Avon and love it.
75. I also do volunteer work.
76. My favourite colour is purple. Or blue. Actually, I like them both equally.
77.I'm really shy when I first meet someone. But after a while, you won't be able to shut me up.
78. I prefer savoury food to sweet.
79. Sometimes I prefer being alone than around others.
80. My mum has to be my most favourite/loved person in the world, don't care what anyone thinks of her, she IS my best friend.
81.My feet always get really really cold. They even feel like ice blocks sometimes.
82. I don't ever feel cold, people could be wearing 5 layers and I'd be stood there in one.
83. I would never eat rabbit or ostrich or anything strange like that.
84. Although I may not show it sometimes, I can be really sweet and mushy.
85. I'm sarcasm is what makes me funny :P I think...
86.I love painting my nails.
87. I don't like cheese unless its melted or with something else.
88.I don't like football, I feel it's pretty pointless.
89. I love singing dancing and acting, even if I'm not the best at it.
90.I never go out without wearing perfume.
91. I refuse to leave the house if my hair is greasy.
92.Nando's is my favourite restaurant!
93.I'm not a very good swimmer...
94. I believe guys are better friends than girls most of the time.
95. I don't like blood, at all.
96. strawberry ice cream is my favourite.
97. I'd love for someone to spontaneously give me something, like flowers or a cookie or something small and silly like that, even if its a compliment, would make me smile :)
98. I like really weird food combos... Mash and jalapeño sandwiches?
99.I try to be the nicest person I can be, good intentions are always there.
100.If I set my self a goal, I always finish it.

Jenna Marbles Vlog on why girls hate each other.

Jenna's Vid. for the original video click here!

I saw Jenna's vlog today on why girls hate each other. I've never seen so much truth in one place if I'm honest. (HAH. See what I did there?)
In her vlog she basically says girls hate each other because were constantly in competition. And she's right! You know for a fact you probably sit there on facebook looking at a pretty girl who has loads of likes on her photos, and you're trying to pick fault with her to make your self feel better!
 We've grown up in a society where we always want to be the best. But sometimes, instead of trying to be the best that we can be, we try to be the best of someone else. Someone who we feel is better at something than we are, prettier than we are, has nicer hair than we do.
In all honesty, if we stopped comparing who we are against others it does in fact take a lot of pressure off. There's always going to be someone out there who's smarter than us, thinner than us, prettier than us or even something completely irrelevant like having a better looking boyfriend than us.
If you kinda sit back and look at the situation, it's all based on opinion. Everyone's attractive to someone, she might be better at tennis than you, but so what?! You're better at football.
The real question here is what really measures beauty and skill? Who is to say she's better than you or you're better than her. Most girls will always have low confidence or be very self conscious and complain about them self because their hips are "too big" or wish to be skinnier. So whilst you're sat there wishing to be like her, she could be sat there wishing be like you.
As Jenna said, the best you can offer yourself and everyone else in the world is to be yourself. Because there's only one of you, you're limited and that makes you pretty damn special. Just be thankful that you probably have something that someone else wants. ;D
Just remember - "Just because she's pretty, it doesn't mean you're not." (status from Teejaii King)