I've always wanted to be good at something, not saying that I've never been good at anything. But every time I feel as though I'm talented with something someone else comes along and does it twice as good. Singing, dancing, drawing and even blogging. I feel as though I'm constantly being replaced with the next best thing.
Of course there will always be someone better than you, some one prettier, more brainy and more talented. But it would just be nice for once for me to have my own thing, that I'm good at, without feeling as though I'm in competition...
I've decided that today, even though I'm not the best at one thing, I can be good at little different things and stay hidden in the background. It's not about standing out and getting attention, it's about feeling good doing what you're doing. If you can't sing but love too, you don't stop singing you just don't do it in public...
There's one thing I know I'm good at though. I'm good at being me. I can identify my flaws and what's good about me. I know I'm a good person, or at least try to be and I know I will always have friends there for me when I need them.
I'm pretty sure this blog doesn't make sense. But it's because I don't quite know how to put into words what I to say. My mind is more jumbled up than these words. I'm a very difficult girl to understand and I know that. As I feel I'm a fairly open person.
I'm lucky to be who I am and surrounded by people who appreciate who I am.
You never start of being exceptional at something, you have to work your way towards it. I wish I could follow my own advice.
Thanks for reading my jumbled up non-sense.
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